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I miss you so much right now I can't stand it.
Percy's dead. He got stabbed to death by a MUGGLE, apparently, because he went HUNTING muggles at Snowdonia and 'sometimes the hunter becomes the prey, alas' because they give the muggles knives to make it more sporting.
He was hunting muggles. Like rabbits. Except if you went hunting rabbits you'd probably be planning to eat them and this, I don't know. WHY? Why.
I really thought someday he'd come back to us. He'd look around at his job and realise, 'oh, this isn't right; the people I'm surrounded by here are all UTTERLY AWFUL and completely horrific excuses for human beings' and he'd apologise -- well, no. He'd never apologise. But if he'd just stopped being a complete arse I think the rest of the family would have taken him back.
But that's never going to happen, now.
He tried to come back to the Burrow. When he died. His ghost came. And he called for Mum. And we saw him through the window and went running out but our hands went right through him. And part of me thought, oh no, what if he's going to haunt the Burrow? because wouldn't THAT have been inconvenient. But then he was gone, and now
Now I wish
I don't know
At least he called for Mum. That's something, right? Maybe he realised how much a mistake he'd made.
Percy's dead. He got stabbed to death by a MUGGLE, apparently, because he went HUNTING muggles at Snowdonia and 'sometimes the hunter becomes the prey, alas' because they give the muggles knives to make it more sporting.
He was hunting muggles. Like rabbits. Except if you went hunting rabbits you'd probably be planning to eat them and this, I don't know. WHY? Why.
I really thought someday he'd come back to us. He'd look around at his job and realise, 'oh, this isn't right; the people I'm surrounded by here are all UTTERLY AWFUL and completely horrific excuses for human beings' and he'd apologise -- well, no. He'd never apologise. But if he'd just stopped being a complete arse I think the rest of the family would have taken him back.
But that's never going to happen, now.
He tried to come back to the Burrow. When he died. His ghost came. And he called for Mum. And we saw him through the window and went running out but our hands went right through him. And part of me thought, oh no, what if he's going to haunt the Burrow? because wouldn't THAT have been inconvenient. But then he was gone, and now
Now I wish
I don't know
At least he called for Mum. That's something, right? Maybe he realised how much a mistake he'd made.
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Date: 2014-07-27 01:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-27 01:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-27 01:38 am (UTC)