Private Message to Luna

Luna,

I want to say I am sorry. I have abandoned you when you needed me most. I can see that you are getting along fine without me; yet it feels unnatural to not be in your corner, and to not have you in mine.

 

Over the past month since we have been back to school, I've looked your way, but you don't notice me anymore. I am sorry for adding to your grief, and not being there to help you through this time you have with the Browns. I hope it’s not too late. Can we be friends again? I’ve really missed your insight in our discussions, and your drawings. I don’t think I have laughed as much as I used to either; you always knew just what to say to lift someone’s mood.
 

I've been caught up in my own silly world of stupid pureblood perfection, and the mad ambitions that go along with it. But I was in a situation where I felt I didn't belong anywhere. I now realize that none of that matters. Actually, I understand that what does matter is my family and friends.  And for a long time you were more than just a friend to me, you have been my sister.
 

It is my deepest wish that we can get back to being sisters. I truly hope that you can forgive my recent faults. I love you, Luna and nothing will ever change that. I also want you to know that at the end of the year, I will no longer work for Purest Sparkle. There is no reason in this world that I should have acted the way I have. I want nothing more or less than for us to friends again.

 

If you would like, let’s take a walk around the lake and talk ( I've missed that too).

Let me know.

 

Private Message to Troy

So, I will see you tomorrow after breakfast. We haven't had any time together since school started., and I am really looking forward to spending the day with you tomorrow. I will see you then.

Ginny 

Private Message to Luna

Forgive me for not responding right away. I hope you get this in time. I know its rather late. I was not sure how to take the bitter truth. I suppose I deserve that. I guess I didn't really think you would welcome me back as if nothing had happened. And no, I don't blame you for ignoring me now. I have done enough of that myself.

As far as you making your own way; when did you ever think you did not? I can remember wanting to protect you, or losing my temper in your defense, but  you have always made your own way. You have always had your own opinions, and have stood up for that which you believe in. I can't say the same for most of the kids in our year, myself included. If I were to be a good friend, that should not stop you from making your own choices, if anything I should support them or at the very least respect them.

I am truly sorry if I make you feel ...different about me. But I guess that would only be natural. I would appreciate the walk after breakfast, but I must tell you that I am planning to spend the day with Troy Derwent. If we don't have time for a separate walk before we all go off to Hogsmeade, I hope you don't mind him walking along with us.

Ginny